The sheer disbelief upon reading the message
Made me convince myself that it as some mistake,
So I ignored it hoping it could hide the truth
And things would be the same again.
Hours later I received a call
Hearing sobbing that confirmed my fear –
It was true.
But it was so sudden –
What? How? Why?
Overwhelmed by shock,
I could not even think,
Nor were my emotions
How they were supposed to be.
I sincerely apologise
That my mind was blank
When giving my respects.
I sincerely apologise
That I was distracted by thoughts of work
Throughout the rituals.
I did not shed a tear
Until my emotions finally caught up with me
A few days later,
A few days too late.
We were not exactly close,
Yet
You were there,
Despite the lack of conversations
And mere greetings between us.
You were there,
You were –
But now, this emptiness hangs over us all.
Rest in peace, Uncle.
Chua Han Au said:
My sincere condolences.
Gwenice Gwee said:
Thank you, Han Au.
Chua Han Au said:
Stay strong, he’ll want you to be 🙂
Gracia said:
A very pure, sweet poem. My condolences.
Gwenice Gwee said:
Thank you Gracia.
Udit. said:
The dedication is so heartfelt, expresses how I felt over loss too.
Hope you get better, I’m sorry for your loss.
Gwenice Gwee said:
Thank you for your kind comment, Udit.
Soumya Mishra said:
A heartfelt piece of poetry. My condolences.
Gwenice Gwee said:
Thank you, Soumya.
Richard Ankers said:
Sorry for your loss.
Gwenice Gwee said:
Thank you.
vivianexvictoria said:
Truly heartfelt work. My condolences. May you find solace.
Gwenice Gwee said:
Thank you, Victoria.
Marie O' said:
Thinking of you in this time of grief. May you find peace. take your time to heal.
Gwenice Gwee said:
Thank you, Marie.
AmyRose🌹 said:
You expressed yourself so eloquently, Gwenice. My deepest condolences to you. Good shall come from this. You’ll see. But for now be True to yourself and grieve. Much Love and (((HUGS))) Amy ❤
Gwenice Gwee said:
Thank you for your kind words Amy.
AmyRose🌹 said:
You are more then welcome, Gwenice. I understand the pain of loosing someone you Love. Life doesn’t stop for anyone, yet in order to move forward we must really grieve for our loss in the way we know how to. ❤
Rellick said:
This happens often, and quilt sets in as you condemn your actions. Sorry for your loss.
Gwenice Gwee said:
Thank you, Rellick. It taught me to pray for the safety and health of all my family members and to treasure them.
Poet Rummager said:
Sweet and honest tribute. I am sorry for your loss.
Gwenice Gwee said:
Thank you.
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Nicodemas said:
So beautiful! You have really expressed these feelings in a wonderful way.
Gwenice Gwee said:
Thanks for visiting my blog and leaving nice comments! 🙂
Nicodemas said:
Your welcome, I try to give to others the encouragement that I have been given. Peace!